Saturday, August 16, 2008

Heres the thing. With modern technological advances, sprawling media coverage of everything and anything whether meaningless of meaningful, and a culture of significance assigned to insignificant things, it's pretty easy to call a spade a spade. It becomes pretty easy to root for number 1. It becomes pretty easy to forget about what burns in your heart at the expense of what makes sense in your mind. It becomes easy to accept appearance that is superficially superimposed upon reality.

These unreal things become real easy.

Check it: So I was watching the olympics tonight, as a good American should, and I came across a strange concept. What if for some reason, 8 meant 1. What if for some reason, Michael Phelps felt that whoever finished last in the 200m butterfly can take his 7th metal, he doesn't need it. What does it really mean anyway? He still won the race, and he knows it. I don't want to get reward confused with some kind of communist plot to make things equal but hear me out and try this simple act.

Listen to 8 just as hard as you would listen to 1.

Root for the other guy, and the underdog. They might just surprise you.

Good to be back

SL

 

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Try

It's going to happen and I no longer care. I've spent too much time caring...


we spend to much time caring


(self-conscious, nervous, alone, jealous, intimidated, dirty, used)

Your goal is to try and find a way to turn all of these things around.

(bold, confident, together, content, at home, clean, new)

Stick with it. I know it's hard, I feel it now. All I know is i'll just have to try. TRY.


SL

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Gone Fishing

Consider the following: (the subsequent metaphor will be comical and sophomoric but enjoy it while your young)


A young boy dreamed always wondered what the big kill felt like. Growing up in rural Southern California, he had dreams of riding his off-road through the mountains of NorCal and setting up camp, scoring something BIG. After years of preparing for that perfect moment in the high mountains, the young man heard something in the brush. He turned and aimed his 75' Winchester to where the noise came. After much patience and concentration, the animal came out from the brush and was more than an animal. Standing 12 feet tall, the big brown carnivore stood merely 20 feet from the "still" young boy, clearly aggressively prepared to "feed the family". He nervously aimed his rifle towards the jugular and pulled the iron... once, CHU CHU, twice... CHU CHU, and a third time. After the smoke cleared from the third shot, the mammal hit the ground...the big bear was his to take home and dwell. And so it would for the rest of his life.

Another young boy, lived outside urban Philadelphia, with posters of Kevin VanDam and a Bill Dance tape in his VCR, loved days when he could escape and go to the river, throw in a line, and reel in a BIG FISH. Fruitlessly, he would endlessly throw out lines in his front yard in the hopes of finding the perfect technique yielding the flawless cast. After years of practicing and honing his skills, he set out on a month long fishing expedition with his buddies. Throughout the week, he turned up nothing substantial finding merely pennies among his friends Benjamin's, until the end of the week. He settled in at Crabtree Cove, notoriously known as a dead zone to catch something significant. Spending hours with his line in the water, hanging out reflecting on the week, he finally felt a bite on his line. Just a small nib. Waking up from his daze, he sprung to his feet in wait of the big bite, slowing reeling his Quantum. As the ripples of the water indicated the size of the bite, he finally saw the BIG RIPPLE. Furiously, he began to reel in his catch, and boy did it ever feel big. Pulling closer and closer, it became more and more difficult, even uncomfortable. When finally he pulled into the boat, the biggest catch of his life. It was so heavy, the boat sank closer to the surface of the water upon pulling it into the chassis. He was so satisfied, so much so that the "big fish" story meant so much more. The biggest catch of his life became the challenge he conquered. No one saw it, but he did, and people will "see" it eventually. And so, he threw it back and headed home, only to come back another day to catch another fish.




It is so important to never be satisfied. In your career, in your relationships, in In-N-Out, whatever, its monumentally important to catch the fish and throw it back, with the hopes that you'll be able to catch another. 

I plan on doing with the fisherman did. My story will be told through things i get my hands on, only to throw those things back, in the hopes of catching something else.

Consider being the fisherman.

(written 6.8.08, transcribed 7.2.08)

SL

Thursday, June 26, 2008

I'm rooting for him.her

I've had enough thought that entertains me as "better". Why am I better? I'm not. I propose we make the other more important.

He said it first.


Love him, love her, and you will be loved.

That took too long, but thank you.

SL

Saturday, June 21, 2008

What it means...

So here's a few things that took me quite some time to realize.

1. I am infinitely busy, in my schedule, in my heart, in my mind, you name it, i'll fill it with something
2. I have my laundry list, and I usually forget to even make one
3. Time is expensive, and I need to learn how to spend it
4. Denying the places i'm short, and claiming i'm long at that place, will NEVER BE the right approach


I realize it's been a long time and i've neglected this venue because, well, it sometimes gets hard to fuel your engine on nothing but gasoline. Lately i've been hard pressed to locate some kind of emotion, which is not to say i'm emotionless. It's realizing that the beginning leads to an end but the story behind it all is really the means. (This is the point in the blog where I say AMEN and all the LORDS people say________). It's now my goal to live in the means.

Try not to let yourself find that the end is to far away. And really though, why does your creation have to really be an end anyway? 

I'm gonna start documenting my life, since no one ever said a thousands words means a picture.

Be blessed, bless others,

SL

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Long Road

We've all done it before. We've all felt it before. The simple burn that resonates when the truth, isn't exactly what we know.

It's hard for me to think of a time or day or place where I could find a way to justify cheating or shortcutting something/someone. It's hard for me to agree with that. I do however fear this feeling, and I don't think this ever is or ever will be any kind of "truth" to me.

This is my chance to be very to the point. Sometimes it's best to take the long road home.


think.write.live

dlld


sl


Friday, June 6, 2008

Love will find a way

Let it work, actively...


SL